Day 50 | Shyness as Manipulation Part 2: Connections

Behind every word is a meaning that we give the word in relation to our world and reality. Since youth, what we have done to words is form connections to those words based on particular specific experiences that we defined ourselves into and as -- thus every word has been connected to a particular specific 'energy' within self -- as a relationship-pattern that self plays out over and over again -- which is self is not really aware of in every moment because self, as who we are, has become the very fabric of how we live. Thus, every word that is spoken is spoken with a universe / infinity of relationship-lines / cycles of which we 'speak' (within every word) what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become. Thus, every word has to be investigated and directed through and as seeing, realizing and understanding the 'connections' of the word, and thus, apply self-forgiveness over and as every word-connection as a relationship that self has conformed self within and as -- as the 'cycle' of the 'personality' that thrives on connections as relationships -- as the movement (engine) of self. Thus within this part, I am doing self-forgiveness for the most prominent connections that I connected to the word 'shyness' -- which is what the blog is about. Below, you can see all of the connections that I created with the word 'shyness' in itself. All of these word-connections are lived on a day-to-day basis -- which are the connection-points that define I am within and as a limited perspective of 'energy' -- seeking 'experience' (as words) to 'energize' itself -- in other words -- to 'live' as one's understanding / programming of who one is within and as the words that one has defined / developed themselves as.

Connections (Positive):

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word 'shyness' with a positive value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the word 'shyness' as 'good' / 'positive' / 'right' within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' through judging the word 'shyness' as 'good' / 'positive' / 'right' within my mind.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the words 'Leon Perry'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the words 'Leon Perry'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the words 'Leon Perry' through defining the word 'shyness' within the words 'Leon Perry'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'desire' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'acceptance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'acceptance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'acceptance' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'acceptance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'compliance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'compliance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'compliance' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'compliance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'pride'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'pride'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'pride' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'pride'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'security'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'security'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'security' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'security'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'meek'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'meek'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'meek' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'meek.'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'righteous'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'righteous'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'righteous' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word' 'righteous'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'ethical'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'ethical'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'ethical' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'ethical'.

Connections (Negative):

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'authority' to the word 'bad'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'bad'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'negative'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the fear of having the other party in communication to me react by the words, voice tonalities, and movements that are being portrayed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the fear of not being 'liked'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the fear of not being accepted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the fear of not pleasing the other party effectively.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'step-father'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'parent'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'childhood'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'past'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'authority'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'instability'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the words 'monetary system'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'morality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'ethics'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'money'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'elite'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'manager'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'director'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'executive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'vice-president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'rule'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'law'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the words 'knowledge and information'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'submission'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'step-uncle'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'reprimand'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'speech impediment'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'formality'.

Connections (Negative):

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word 'shyness' with a negative value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the word 'shyness' as 'bad' / 'negative' / 'wrong' within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' through judging the word 'shyness' as 'bad' / 'negative' / 'wrong' within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word 'authority' with a negative value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the word 'authority' as 'bad' / 'negative / 'wrong' within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'authority' through judging the word 'authority' as 'bad' / 'negative' / 'wrong' within my mind.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'unpredictable'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'unpredictable'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'unpredictable' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'unpredictable'.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'uncertainty'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'uncertainty'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'uncertainty' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'uncertainty'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'doubt'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'doubt'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'doubt' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'doubt'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'anxiety'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'anxiety'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'anxiety' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'anxiety'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'fear'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'fear'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'fear' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'fear'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'reaction'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'reaction'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'reaction' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'reaction'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'submissive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'submissive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'submissive' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'submissive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'acceptance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'acceptance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'acceptance' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'acceptance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'conformity'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'conformity'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'conformity' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'conformity'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'assurance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'assurance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'assurance' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'assurance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'trust'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'trust'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'trust' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'trust'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'diffidence'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'diffidence'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'diffidence' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'diffidence'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'compliance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'compliance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'compliance' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'compliance'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'step-father'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'step-father'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'step-father' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'step-father'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'parent'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'parent'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'parent' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'parent'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'childhood'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'childhood'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'childhood' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'childhood'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'past'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'past'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'past' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'past'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'authority'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'authority'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'authority' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'authority'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'instability'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'instability'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'instability' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'instability'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the words 'monetary system'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the words 'monetary system'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the words 'monetary system' through defining the word 'shyness' within the words 'monetary system'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'morality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'morality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'morality' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'morality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'ethics'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'ethics'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'ethics' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'ethics'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'money'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'money'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'money' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'money'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'elite'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'elite'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'elite' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'elite'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'manager'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'manager'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'manager' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'manager'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'director'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'director'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'director' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'director'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'executive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'executive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'executive' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'executive'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'vice-president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'vice-president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'vice-president' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'vice-president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'president' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'president'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'rule'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'rule'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'rule' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'rule'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'law'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'law'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'law' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'law'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'knowledge and information'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'knowledge and information'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'knowledge and information' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'knowledge and information'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'submission'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'submission'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'submission' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'submission'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'control'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'control'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'control' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'control'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'step-uncle'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'step-uncle'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'step-uncle' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'step-uncle'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'reprimand'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'reprimand'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'reprimand' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'reprimand'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'speech impediment'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'speech impediment'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'speech impediment' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'speech impediment'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'formality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'formality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'formality' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'formality'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'shyness' to the word 'communication'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word 'shyness' within the word 'communication'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'shyness' and the word 'communication' through defining the word 'shyness' within the word 'communication'.

Continued on Part 3: Redefining the Word 'Shyness'....