02 March 2011

Self-Forgiveness: Desire


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value 'desire' as a 'spiritual quest' to attain what I believe I am not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from another through 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'give' myself to another through 'desire' -- believing that if I 'give' myself to another through desire, I am able to fulfil that which I believe I am not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain thoughts, feelings and emotions as 'desire' -- creating a 'personality entity' that I begin to integrate within/as -- living that point of 'possession' through my life and calling it 'expression' -- instead of realizing that I have 'trapped' myself within this 'personality entity' becoming 'less than' who I am as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'love' with 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'sex' with 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word 'expression' with 'desire'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'chase' the 'ideas' of 'desire' -- believing that if I 'chase' these ideas -- that I will become 'fulfilled' in the end -- that I will become 'more than' who I am presently.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me as a thought, feeling, and emotion -- creating 'desire' and living that 'desire' as if I should 'seek' it because it is apparently 'bigger' than who I am -- because I 'feel' it, and it 'consumes' me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to be 'consumed' by 'desire' -- instead of realizing that the only way that I could ever be consumed by desire -- is if I accept and allow myself to be consumed by it.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the 'chase' for something is my own 'chase' after deception -- believing that something could possibly exist 'separate' from me that I need in order to 'complete' me -- instead of realizing that I am simply chasing an 'illusion' of thoughts, feelings and emotions that I have defined as 'me'.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that every point of 'desire' is the 'relationship' that I have with a 'symbol' -- a 'system' that I have not yet directed within me -- that I have allowed to 'consume' and 'possess' me through 'blissful feelings' of 'love', 'desire', and 'passion'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am these thoughts, feelings, and emotions of/as 'desire' of which I have formed a 'personality' of -- of which I walk as -- as self-deception.

Related Links:

Desire is Visual and Auditory: Project Humanity Lifestyle Experiment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ViJdurfwHo

Desire is Who I Am:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0yi3cOE0Do

Feelings as Motive:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvXGE2xgyM0

Love and Sex:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqOT05EZWag

Radical Relationships: Is Love the Only Truth?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZOAREa8N6g

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