21 November 2010

Self-Forgiveness (11-21-2010)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be jealous of Lindsay Lee Craver because of the 'belief' that she is more accepted by Desteni because she is apparently walking her process openly.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be jealous of Lindsay because she is seemingly able to walk her process more 'freely' without the 'binds' of money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Matti is more 'respected' because he is a 'valued' member by Desteni because of his relationship with everyone at the farm.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Lindsay is better than me because she is more 'Destenified' than me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'act' as if I am 'more intelligent' than various Desteni members through the utilization of 'big words' to attempt to make myself veritable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself 'hide' myself behind the utilization of factors that present an 'image' of intelligence to be 'more acceptable' and veritable with others.

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