Self definition... something that we all do. One thing that I have been struggling with, because of my acceptances and allowances is defining myself as intelligent. But I need to understand for myself that intelligence doesn't make me. Intelligence doesn't define who I am. Rather intelligence is simply a construct of the mind. It is like I am afraid of losing my intelligence... losing who I am and everything that I have learned... everything that I know to exist. In a sense, I am putting intelligence as a god. If I don't have intelligence, I am nothing. That is ludicrous. Intelligence equals the brain. I am dependent on my brain to make me smart by reading books and solving difficult math problems. That is what I am defining myself as in separation. I like this saying, "Most confuse using intelligence with having a mind while using intelligence is merely an operation granted to us by the mind." So it is not to go around trying to become more intelligent. Thus, you will always exist in separation of intelligence. Think of intelligence as a factor. We are not controlled by how much intelligence we have. We direct ourselves no matter how intelligent we are through common sense.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place intelligence as a god instead of realizing that I am the directive principle.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have to read books, solve difficult problems, go to college and study sufficiently to become more intelligent instead of realizing that intelligence is actually artificial intelligence programmed through our environment and pictured presentations.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that intelligence is real instead of realizing that intelligence is actually artificial through the programming of information and pictured presentations.
'Intelligence' is the 'capacity' to 'regurgitate' information that has already been placed before us for 'eons' of time. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'intelligence' is the 'evolution' of man.
The 'evolution' of man 'as' intelligence will remain as a 'lemniscate symbol' (symbol for infinity), not really acquiring any more than what is already 'here'. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to 'believe' that intelligence is the 'capacity' of me to become 'more than' what I already am, 'here'.
'Intelligence' is the 'design' of the 'mind' to 'hold more' 'information' that has been reestablished for eons of time. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that the 'capacity' of 'having intelligence' is something 'more than' me and that I should seek after it instead of realizing that 'intelligence' is simply a 'predesigned' 'construct' of man to make man think that man is actually 'on the road' towards 'higher evolution'.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'intelligent' people are people that are 'better than' / 'more than' me because they 'appear to' 'have it together'. What is 'having it together', but being able to simplistically regurgitate information that has been laid before us for centuries? What is so 'evolved' about that? The 'pressure' on society to teach us 'information' from school to college 'makes us' believe that 'information' is necessary to achieve 'high status' within the 'system' that is the 'life' of us --- and that IS true. 'Information' IS necessary to achieve 'high status' within and as the 'system', but 'high status' and the 'system' itself that we are supporting is a 'system' that has been created to 'support' the 'separation of man' --- separate from what is HERE. Within us AS us IS life. Within us AS us IS 'Self' as ALL that exists and 'intelligence' is not a factor that supports who we REALLY are. Information is simply necessary for and as the MIND of us AS us supporting the 'separation' of MAN as 'informational' beings.
"Apparently, I am 'higher than' the animal kingdom because I 'know' more through the 'information' that I have been taught." Self Forgiveness applied: I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am 'higher than' / 'better than' the animal kingdom because I 'know' more because of the 'information' that I have learnt over time.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'information' is what I am here for --- to learn all that I can in order to become a more evolved 'species'.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'life' is 'intelligence'. Therefore, it is my duty to seek 'intelligence' in order to be 'whole' / 'fulfilled' / 'complete'.
Being 'complete' is the need for one to support the mind in 'completing' a point that hasn't been 'fulfilled' thus giving 'fuel' to that point to remain existent within and as you as a form of 'separation' of who you are 'here'. Thus , I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am 'not complete', and that in order to 'become complete', it is my duty to 'fulfill' this 'point' in me wherein I am 'supporting' in separation from who I am 'here'.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that in order to 'become a better person, I have to study many books to 'become' 'more intelligent'. What am I 'racing' to become more intelligent for? Because it is the factor of man that deems an 'intelligent' person as a 'special' person... a person that gets more attention from 'normal' people.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'special' people actually exist.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define certain people as 'special'. What point do they have that I am defining myself as in separation?
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'beautiful' women have more 'intelligence' than I do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'handsome' men have more 'intelligence' than I do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that the structure of the body has a relation to intelligence --- that if you're 'beautiful' you have 'more intelligence', and that if you're 'ugly', you have 'less intelligence'.
Affirmations:
I am here within and AS my physical body.
I am not 'less than' my physical body.
I am not 'more than' my physical body.
I am not 'less than' anyone else here within and as their physical body.
I am not 'more than' anyone else here within and as their physical body.
I am not 'less than' the animal kingdom.
I am not 'more than' the animal kingdom.
I am not 'less than' anyone that has 'more intelligence' than me.
I am not 'more than' anyone that doesn't have as much 'intelligence' as me.
Intelligence is a design.
Intelligence is not who I am as Life.
Intelligence is a construct of the mind-consciousness system.
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